If you're looking for doom and gloom you'll be sadly disappointed. However, if you're looking for sugar-coating or a silver lining, you will also be sadly disappointed. Just my exaggerated bias... possibly one-notch lower than complete fanboy babbling... whatever a combined 25 minutes of half-sleep did to refresh and lift my spirits.
Overconfidence. If you listed the qualities of New England sports fans, it wouldn't make the cut for the short list. Despite two titles in the last four seasons, any Red Sox fan who's personally experienced their string of inexplicably bad luck will never forget that feeling. Sure, some exceptions come to mind. (I'm talking about you -- idiot in a Boston bar who customized the Greg Oden Celtics jersey for the 2007 Draft Lottery.)
It's never been like this, though. At least locally... everyone thought the Patriots would win this. Not everyone picked the Patriots (Jon Meterparel), but everyone thought they would win. Callers to radio shows made predictions like 62-7, 35-10, 42-3 Patriots, and were unchallenged, yet any caller who predicted even a 1-point Giant victory was lambasted for reasoning.
I should know -- I was one of them. I called a rare overnight local show and predicted 31-17 Patriots. Granted, I got my score from a Madden "supersim." But I defended it tooth and nail. I even smugly offered up a stat to help any Giants fans who wanted to defend a Giants' victory prediction. "The last 5 times two teams who played in the regular season met again in the Super Bowl, the loser of the first matchup is 4-1 in the last 5." I never thought it would prove prophetic. Despite my best efforts, I was overconfident. I couldn't help it. I couldn't see the Giants winning. If anything, their first matchup would benefit the Patriots in the rematch. I was overconfident, and it bit me in the ass. I will never let it happen again.... I hope.
I don't think I'm alone when I say that I'm not upset. I'm not angry. I'm sick. I'm still literally nauseous. When the nausea began when the Patriots still had a 7-3 lead, though it felt like they never led in this game. When Kyle Boss broke free to the tune of 45 yards, every Patriot fan knew the Giants were going to score. It would likely be 7 points, but at least 3. And it was 7. And even when the Patriots marched right back three possessions later and scored, I still felt sick. They took 5 minutes off the clock, as much as they probably could have, and scored a touchdown, the most they could have gotten, but it wasn't enough. The lead was still one score, and could not be tied. And more importantly, there was way too much time left. But it was a factor out of the Patriots control. We all knew it, and we were sick about it.
And that sickness quickly got worse. During the Giants next drive, which began with 2:39 left on the clock, the Patriots had every opportunity to close the door. And uncharacteristically, they couldn't. There was a span of about six plays where the Patriots had at least three chances to basically end the game.
First, Eli overthrew his receiver, and Asante Samuel almost picked it off. He had to juggle catching the ball and getting two feet down, and seemed unable to accomplish both simultaneously... the ball bouncing off his fingertips. Okay, that's fine, at least it's a botched play.
Second, Eli Manning scrambles for about five yards and is tackled by Adalius Thomas. He apparently fumbles, and recovers it himself. This play was a bit sketchy though... because I have no idea how you call that a fumble, he was clearly down. (Although it seemed FOX had no plans of mentioning that.) And if it was indeed a fumble, I'm not sure how Thomas's arms lose a battle with Manning's legs for the ball. Oh well.
And finally.... do I even need to mention it? It'll probably go down in highlights and history as "Eli's Escape Act" or something cheesy like that. It is the defining moment of this Super Bowl. The Patriots had Eli in their grasp, though sloppily, but were going to slam the door shut. And just when you thought he was down and out, he breaks free and makes the unlikeliest of throws to David Tyree, who makes the unlikeliest of catches. (If you didn't see it, I'm not explaining it... because you HAVE TO SEE IT.) I think it was a microcosm of the entire game.
Perhaps if I would have been more clear-headed, I could've pointed out the similarities between this Super Bowl and the movie "Freaky Friday." If you held a gun to my head, I can't give you any statistical reasoning behind it... but Brady and Manning switched bodies. Their numbers were eerily similar... as were most other of the "feeler" statistical categories. Both teams were 50% on third down and the time of possession was less than a one minute difference. But it was never that close. The Patriots had a lead for most of the game, and yet were never that close to being truly
ahead in this game. It was uncanny.

And what makes it worse is this whole 18-0 factor. Had this team been, let's say, 14-2, this is no big deal. Every season one team loses the Super Bowl. Granted, the Brady and Belichick losing is a big deal. But it isn't all that historically significant. Being undefeated and losing here and now is huge. This team is a punch line, a joke. Choke artists. Forget all the talk of (one of the) greatest teams ever. Not winning the Super Bowl disqualifies you from being in that conversation. It's the main pre-requisite.
Is that unfair? Maybe, but not necessarily. But it's the way it is. It limits the possible number from 84 or more to a slim, sexy 42 possibilities. But it may not make it accurate. For instance, let's say, just for this example, that it is understood that the 1990 Giants are the best team ever. They aren't, but go along with it. They beat the Buffalo Bills 20-19, on a missed field goal ("wide right") by Scott Norwood.
So if the 1990 Giants team is the best ever, then it is possible that the 1990 Buffalo Bills is the 2nd best team ever. They probably aren't, but wouldn't even make a list of the top 25, even if they deserved to be on it, because they didn't win the Super Bowl. Why am I making this example, you ask? To defend my should've-been but never-will-be 2007 Patriots. If you list the top 10 NFL seasons of all time, you may still find the Patriots on that list, though probably in the bottom 5. Does that mean that the Patriots are worse than every team ahead of it, head-to-head? Not necessarily. But they will be excluded, right or wrong, because they didn't finish the job.
That made this game all too significant for the Patriots. If the Giants lost, it's no skin off their back. I'm sure they would have been disappointed. But they wouldn't become historical examples. They were a double-digit underdog, and weren't supposed to win. That lessens the pressure (akin to the sentiments of Keith Foulke and Kevin Millar of the Red Sox). The Patriots, however, were in an all or nothing situation. Famous or infamous. No middle ground. That's infinite pressure.
Statistics aside, the Patriots were outplayed in every phase of the game last night: coaching, quarterbacking, rushing, passing, play calling, offense, defense, special teams, penalties, you name it. But, while they were outplayed, it wasn't the worst they had been outplayed all year. They were outplayed by the Eagles, the Ravens, the Colts, and arguably the Giants the first time they met. But, even though they were outplayed, they were able to out-talent the other team enough to just score enough points than the other team.
If games were decided by which team played up to its potential the best, this Patriots team would be no better than 11-5 and would not have even been playing last night. They didn't look their best vs. the Colts, Ravens, Giants, Eagles, and Jets. But up until this point it didn't matter.
And in this game, being outplayed could've been overcome as well. Even in the games they had been outplayed, they had no trouble scoring. In fact, this was the only time all season the Patriots failed to score at least 20 points. For that reason, I truly believe that the Patriots defense had been, at least partially,
only been worried about keeping the other team's score lower than what the Patriots offense could muster, and not necessarily stopping teams. Just keep them below what Brady and the offense put up. And that had worked, until last night. Keeping the Giants to 17 points was a good performance, but they were clearly the 2nd best defense on the field last night.
Please don't get me wrong, there had been times that the Patriots have looked amazing defense, despite what Emmitt Smith and others on ESPN want to lie to you about. The defense on the AFC Championship looked like an improved version of the "bend but don't break" defenses of a few years ago. There were just some games (Philly, Giants Round 1) where you were a bit concerned about them.
As is the custom for New England sports fans, we must seek out a scapegoat. As for in-game scapegoats, I have two distinct ones throbbing in my brain: Going for it on
4th and 13 and
Ellis Hobbs vs. Plaxico. I won't get into either right now... I could write on each topic for pages and pages. Maybe I will later.
But otherwise, our eyes turn to those who proclaimed the Patriots to roll in this game. Sure there were radio hosts and other pundits like Pete Shepherd, Mike Adams, Boomer Esiason, Aaron Schatz and many others, but that's their job. They made predictions, and had 20 hours a week to form and defend them. My only beef with them is that (for the most part) they let
callers go unchecked with their crazy predictions. I mentioned before 62-7. I wasn't making that up. Some caller said that Moss would have two touchdowns, as would Welker, Watson, and one for Stallworth, and said he was being as objective as he could... hopefully with his tongue firmly planted in his cheek. I mean them no ill-will by mentioning them, it's my fault for letting their honest thoughts get my hopes up.
But I do intend ill-will towards others, many of whom are employed by the dreaded 4-letter sports network. If being 18-0 makes losing the slightly Super Bowl worse, what makes
THAT worse is hearing the handful of people who picked against the Patriots out of fear, hatred, bias, or just for attention beat their chest about how they were so brave and smart. Sure, I pick the Patriots more often than not, and in a close game, I'm more likely to pick against teams I dislike, but I don't get paid to do it. And if I did get paid to do it, I wouldn't get paid six-figures to do it... Merrill Hoge. (In the immortal words of Ray Lewis -- "great talent, great talent, don’t ever get me wrong," but for someone who does as much film study as he does, he does a lot of posturing on TV, and ultimately sounds like an idiot more often than not.)
Do you really think that Hoge and Meterparel truly thought the Giants would win? I doubt it. Merrill is a Steelers guy. That's fine. God knows deep down inside I wanted the Seahawks and Bears to win the last two Super Bowls. But deep down inside I also
knew the Steelers and Colts would win. Disliking a team is fine, but you're paid to be objective.

As for the Jon Meterparels of the world, that's just their gimmick. They need one, so they're not exposed for the frauds they are. Same shtick, different local team. I have no reasoning as to why Meter is this way, but he sounds like he'd be a decent "bad guy" wrestler. He could go out to the ring and talk about how the fans smell and are dumb, so he can get booed and get a high off of it and go back to his dressing room and touch himself. Then he'll pack it up and go to the next town and do the same. Sadly I don't think he has the size to be a pro wrestler.
You may have been wrong about the Cleveland Indians, Colorado Rockies, Jacksonville Jaguars, and San Diego Chargers, but you certainly got the Giants pick right. Take a bow, Meter. Maybe someday Boston College will be significant enough to be in a game somebody cares about, and people around here will pay attention and root for them. Then you'll have a real conflict of interest. Until then, you can just hide behind the skirts of your hosts when someone calls in to challenge you. And then you three can snicker and laugh about your little gimmick while you braid each other's hair and paint each other's nails.
Sadly, Meter isn't the worst of all. That crown goes to Mercury Morris. I mean... the nickname fits. Some of the things he says make me wonder if he's truly from another planet, or if he's just been exposed to the chemical element for a prolonged period of time. I don't think he realized that he was in a no-win situation. While I'm not sure he outright picked the Giants, it shouldn't have mattered to him. If the Patriots win, the 1972 Dolphins are no longer "special." They're not the only home-owners in his fictional "neighborhood" of undefeated teams. He claimed that if the Patriots were to go 19-0 they would have their own smaller house next door to the Dolphins.

But looking at the flip side, the Giants winning makes Morris no longer relevant. Sure, the Dolphins are still alone in their neighborhood. But if there's no talk of the Patriots going undefeated anymore, it means that two days from now there will be no reason to talk about Mercury Morris. Morris challenged the Patriots to join him, almost trying to intimidate them, saying that he welcomed them to match the Dolphins mark, and that if they got there he would be in a tuxedo waiting for his "bride." Luckily for him he was left waiting at the altar, but hardly jilted.
I guess if I were to draw
any silver lining from this season being over, it's that Morris will finally be silenced. The guy used (and mixed) so many metaphors over the past 3 months, it's enough to make
you wonder if he's on drugs your head spin.
Okay, okay, enough posturing on the scapegoat topic... who do you think I am, Merrill Hoge? I'll go outside the box on this one, and conclude that two huge factors in this loss being so historic are Baltimore Ravens linebacker Bart Scott and whichever Ravens coach called that timeout. This game, more than any other all season, the Patriots
should've lost (besides the one last night). If they lose that game, they're a 15-1 team, and 15-1 teams generally aren't undefeated (I think). Without either Bart Scott's boneheaded tantrum or that coach "illegally" calling timeout, this Patriots team is now 17-2, and could fade into the sunset.
Whenever your team doesn't win the championship, it's natural look at the team and look for things to improve upon. If you didn't win, there obviously must be something that must be done differently. It's a unique situation when a team without a blemish on their record just suddenly collapses at the finish line. I know the team has flaws, but it's hard to look at the team, personnel-wise, and target certain areas that made this team insufficient to win the Super Bowl this year. They were more than good enough, and were more than deserving.
It doesn't mean that this win was a fluke, and that the Giants were not deserving as well. They truly were. They could hang with the Patriots, obviously better than any of the 30 teams in the NFL. But do I think that if these two teams played 10 times the Giants would win 5 times? Hardly. The Giants would be lucky to win 3 or 4 times, but no game would be won by a margin of more than one touchdown. They were that good of a matchup. They were 1-1 vs. each other, overall scores tied at 52 apiece. But you don't get rings or trophies for winning on Week 17.
Even if I can't target personnel within the Patriots that need to change, there will be some. As for retirements, it is not a huge impact. On offense, I think that Troy Brown and Kyle Brady will both hang it up. Troy Brown had been my favorite active Patriot up until this year (when he was supplanted by Wes Welker, the white Troy Brown). He will probably always be my favorite all-time Patriot. He only played in one game this year, which was sad in itself. As for Kyle Brady, he was a solid backup for Watson, and a great blocking Tight End. He was a one year Patriot, but you'd be lying if you said as a Patriot fan you didn't enjoy hearing "Brady to Brady" on the rare occasion he would get passed to.
As for defense, the only retirement I see happening is a huge one -- Junior Seau. He, more than any of the other 52 guys on the roster, I wanted to see get a ring. He's probably the most notable and accomplished non-quarterback in the league without a ring... check that, probably the most notable and accomplished player in the league without a ring. No one in New England wants him to retire, nor does he, but he would be 40 next season if he played. There's always a possibility... hell, we were saying this exact same thing last year.

As for major free agents who could possibly leave the Patriots, there's Asante Samuel and Randy Moss. I truly feel that Asante is too eager to "get paid," and that his Pro Bowl-caliber year this season did enough to price him out of New England. As for Randy Moss, call me naive, but I truly believe he'll be back next year. He came closer this year to winning a Super Bowl than he ever had prior. And, whether he stays or goes, the Patriots will be the clear favorite to win the Super Bowl next season. Like his former Minnesota counterpart, Kevin Garnett, I think he'll realize that he's already made enough money in his career, and it's time to stay on a good team and win.
(And for those of you who heard Tom Curran reporting that Moss may have talked his way out of town with his postgame comments about the Patriots being "outcoached," I've heard the tape and it's a non-issue. It's not even close to tantamount to things Richard Seymour has said in the past.)
To put this in perspective, this is a horrible loss. Two years ago, it was a horrible loss... Brady's first loss in the playoffs ever. The aura of invincibility was gone. Last year was slightly worse, blowing a 21-3 lead (21-6 at halftime) to lose to the hated Colts, and watching them go on to win the Super Bowl against the overrated Bears (2004 Red Sox comparisons anyone?). The only remaining aura of invincibility was gone -- we have Manning's number and he can't win the big game.
But this year is the worst of all. While 21-3 was the biggest deficit overcome by any team in conference championship history, it wasn't the biggest choke in all of sports. It wasn't even the biggest choke in all of football history. (I'm talking about you, 1992 Houston Oilers.) This year is different. Close score or not, this is easily the hugest choke in football history. In fact, it is the hugest choke in sports playoffs history.
While that is painful enough, the salt in the wound makes it even more unbearable. This being crowned as the worst choke in sports history supplants a very recent infamous choke, which will make New Englanders weep. Feel free to disagree with me, fans, but
2004 Yankees, you're off the hook. If anyone actually reads this blog, I'm sure I'll hear horrible feedback about that line, but I stand by it. This is infinitely worse. Choking to a New York team is bad enough, in the process saving the ass of another New York team makes it complex enough that it's giving me migraine.

And depending on if you disagree with me or not about that last point, this next point will either make you more pissed or you'll hopefully agree more. Even though I myself was once one of these people, it's time to give it up folks: stop denying the Yankees-Patriots connection. While the Red Sox-Colts connection is a bit more debatable (excluding the 2006 season, that's uncanny in my opinion), this one is getting clearer and clearer each season.
Think about it. I'll spare you going down the rosters and talking about how Bruschi is Paul O'Neil and all that garbage. It's pointless. Unlike most people, I have no problem with Brady walking through New York wearing a Yankees hat. (No one seems to have a problem with David Ortiz being a Packers fans, myself included, and I hate the Packers. I know it's different when it's New York, but still.) What I do have a problem with is Jeter supporting Brady. While I don't necessarily hate Jeter the way I used to (because of A-Rod), I still don't want him rooting for the same things as me.
It's hard for people to get perspective on what it's like outside of New York and Boston. But there's no argument that the Yankees are the most hated team in baseball. There's also no argument that the Red Sox are the
second most hated team in baseball. But then they play each other (especially in the playoffs), everyone outside of the two areas are immediately nauseated. But they watch, and they enjoy it, because the games are always spectacular.
It's the same way with football. The Patriots are the most hated team in football. The Colts are also hated, but not necessarily the
second most, unlike the Red Sox. But when they play, fans of other teams have to suck it up and root for the Colts. And as much as they don't want to watch, they know it'll be a great game. It isn't just those two... there are other minor players like San Diego (Cleveland Indians) and Pittsburgh (Anaheim Angels) who occasionally like to switch things up, but the Colts and Pats are the main players.
So, naturally, when the Patriots were in this game, no one truly them to win. A lot of the people predicting (players, TV pundits, radio hosts) picked them to win, because they were the favorites. And some people "wanted" them to win to see an undefeated team, but if they could swap out the team for any other team in the league (besides their own if they were an active player), they would've done it. They were the smart pick, and for that reason, the popular pick, but it didn't mean that people liked the Patriots and were happy that they appeared to be on their way to winning
again.
And when they lost, people were happy. 30 of the 31 NFL fan bases were laughing at the Patriots. The other was (and is) too euphoric to laugh. But once they come back down to earth, they will be laughing as well, and the loudest.
Surely, a lot of credit was given to the Giants, and rightfully so, but people enjoyed the opportunity to kick the Patriots when they were down. Emmitt Smith, as mentioned before, claimed that everyone knew that the Patriots defense was the "weak link." Excuse me? The Patriots defense was fourth in yards per game allowed AND fourth in points per game allowed. Weak link? I supposed in comparison to the historic offense they had.
Then there's Steve Young, who said that if you looked at the month of January and compared these two teams, the Giants were better. Then a few minutes later proclaimed this to be the biggest upset in football history. Huh? Don't those two statements kind of... conflict? Oh well.
As embittered as I sound about this whole situation, I'm not as worked up about this as I may sound, and whatever I was, writing this really helped me to make peace with the situation. I'm going to dread next season, and having to live with the historical impact of being a fan of the biggest choke team in history. It almost seems unfair that the Yankees, the luckiest franchise of all time, only had the title for a little longer than 3 years.
Either way, I truly want to congratulate the Giants for winning the Super Bowl, and their fans. You truly deserved it. While I still believe this game was winnable, and in control if the Patriots could've closed the door, the Patriots didn't "beat themselves." The Patriots still had the talent and several opportunities to win despite all the things the Giants did right. But they didn't, and the Giants are the rightful champs. They executed when the Patriots didn't, and they won when it counted the most.
I'm excited that the Boston-New York rivalry has a new chapter, and a new participant. That being said.... this will be the longest 11 days of my life..... (Feb 15 - Red Sox pitchers and catchers report.)